Tonight at meeting they read a letter from the society about the tornadoes happening in the US lately.  My heart ached for the poor brothers and sisters who got hurt or lost everything they have. I heard we even lost a few. There are no words for those poor poor families.  But as I listened to the rest of the letter, how the society is stepping in and taking care of everything.  All of our brothers and sisters needs are taken care of.  First and foremost spiritually.  I am amazed at the love and unity within our organization.  How everyone is accounted for. And at the deep love Jehovah has.  The great tribulation hasn't even come and look...see, how we are cared for. The strength that must bring to all of them undergoing this stress.  I heard lately that there is major flooding in North Dakota.  Brothers and sisters were needing to be evacuated and there was even a command center set up at the kingdom hall.  Thats so amazing.  It sent a chill of excitement up my spin.  Not for the flooding or the fear... but for how everything is so organized.  What wonderful brothers we have who take such care of us. 
sometimes in my selfishness I can see only my own problems.  But there are so many more who are dealing with so much worse.   I can only imagine the feeling in our hearts when we make it through Armageddon.  Looking at the brother or sister next to you and embracing them full of the happiest tears we could ever have imagined.  I so deeply wish I could help in relief work. Maybe someday after my kids are grown.  
For now I can do service.  Got a big day planned tomorrow.  Im so excited to get out.  Im so excited to talk to people and so excited to spend time with some friends laughing all day.  what woulds we do without service??  Did I mention I"m excited???