My daughter got me up ridiculously early today. So I sat in a zone and did corny personality tests online. LOL If I lived in a mid evil times movie I would be the musician who danced in and out of the scenes playing music to bring cheer and calmness to everyone. I am also a clown who uses laughter in every situation and as her best defense to hide behind.....sadly I think thats kinda true.  I love to laugh. But I tend to use humor in inappropriate situations if Im uncomfortable. If someone is hurt I always crack a joke to make them laugh.  Not sure why.  I want to see happiness in every ones face.  If I feel like a dork I will make fun of myself before others do...makes me more comfortable...I'm very good at being self deprecating.  Who isnt?
Stayed at a friends house last night. A girl in our halls parents went out of town so I came and stayed with her.  I slept really good in their massive bed.  The only problem... the different house noises.  Its me, and three people under the age of 15....aacck! Im the oldest here that means if someone breaks in i have to go check out the noise.  But what on earth am I going to do?  I'm spindly.  I dont think if I tried I could be intimidating....I can jump around a lot.  Maybe I could disorient the guy. Of course if it meant harm coming to my kiddos....I feel bad for the idiot attempting the hurt.....
Isnt it funny how we get like that with people we love?  If someone says something or does something that hurts my sister Sarah, its like this heat of anger rises up in me. I feel the immediate need to protect.  My mother will be upset about something and they wont tell me because they know I will say something to the moron, er person.  A trait I'm working very hard at.  I just love my family madly and want to protect them from any hurt or pain.  Something I'm not very good at in this satan filled world.  Thank goodness Jehovah is there to humble me and help them.
Pretty soon we will be in the new world.  I cant wait. 
Time to head and actually get productive.  Hope everyone has a good day.