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Bargins and marrige.....AAAHHHHHHH!!!!!

May 14, 2011
Who doesnt love a bargain???  Went rummage sailing with mom and Sarah today.  LOVE it!  I got some beautiful wine glasses that are long stemmed and fit perfectly into your hand. In fact as you read Im sitting here enjoying a nice glass of wine.  Haaaaaaa..... The kiddos are headed to their dads tomorrow.  And I have a big day planned.  Service in the morning in Cloquet, followed by a five mile run down on park point.  Gonna do the actual race for Leah and time myself.  Than I'm headed over to paint some rooms for a friend in the hall.  I love painting!!!!  Who knows...maybe I'll jump in their jacuzzi after. I did get a new swim suit today!
My daughter graduated from pre-school this morning.  Went to her school and heard her sing her little songs and get presented her diploma.  I started crying.  She is so big.  Which is exciting and sad.  When they are babies you never want them to grow up, than they become toddlers and you so wish they would grow up... hehe.....but than they actually do.  Purdee is this little person in school.  She has her own little life.  This life that while she is there...I'm not included in.  The little man walks and talks and charges all over the place.  He is fascinated by how things work, how they are put together.  He sits for a long time just opening and shutting his toy truck doors.  Fascinated by the fact that they open....and than...shut.   LOL 
But the fact that they are getting a little older is nice to.  The little teeny tiny bit of independence you yourself get is much appreciated.  Will I have more kids someday?? Well, I love kids.  I dont need anymore, but I wouldn't be upset.  I do love them.  However, that requires a man.  Kind of an important part.  and the whole getting married thing isn't high on my list right now.  In fact its about as far down as one can get.  Not sure if I will ever be able to trust asnother person like that.......who knows though.  Maybe someday I will meet a guy or get to know one better and POOF! it will just click.  Highly doubt it but......gotta keep dreamin right??  I've always belived that if it was meant to be, you would just know.  Feel it in your bones.  I know- complete Disney movie.  But I like my little hope.  For now though I'm just me and liking it a lot!!!!!!!
Signin off to go enjoy my wine.  Love all!
 

white legs, mosquitoes and well fed turtles.....

May 12, 2011
Good Morning All my fair weathered friends,
As I sit here in my running shorts, white legs and coffee....I'm pondering Jehovah's creation.  This morning dad, mom and I had a discussion about why certain animals exist.  Mosquitoes.....why I ask?  Well....My father came to a brilliant conclusion.  Maybe Jehovah made mosquitoes almost like a vaccination for all the animals on earth.   You have a herd of deer over here and another on the other side of the hill.  Maybe they both carry their own dis...
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SICK

May 11, 2011
What on earth??? Im sick again!  Seriously??  Ive been drinking water, taking my vitamins...  Woke up this morning with a plugged head.  Sitting here drinking my tastless coffee and eating oatmeal with butter and brown sugar that I also cant taste.  GGRR! 
Everytime I chew I have to pause to breath every now and than. I better get better, I had service plans this afternoon and the weather is beautiful outside, I was hoping to sneak a run in.  
Someone just sent me a story about the New World.  ...

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Bugs, spiders, more spiders...oh my

May 10, 2011
Ok so mom and dad have these spiders that are roaming around this house.  Im not talking little black basement spiders that keep to themselves.....Im talking large furry brown spirders with wrickety legs and eyes you can SEE, who are so big they look like one of the large knots in the wood on the floor and when you make a move to kill them they jump at you.  Dont belive me?  Well, they do!  I went to kill one and it actually jumped and turned towards me.   Talk about a scream!!!!! There was n...
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Clarification...Everyone please read.

May 10, 2011
Ok so I'm writing this letter to anyone who has read my blog in the past.  I need to clarify.  I wrote in my blog on a day to day basis.  What I was feeling right than and there.  Thats what I wanted to do. And it was true and honest.  I ended up having a lot of people say they were encouraged by my love for the truth.  But I dont want anyone thinking I have always been this way.  While married to Derek I wasn't allowed out in service. Well, I did sneak out, but no where near as much as I so ...
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Explination

May 9, 2011
 So yes here I am again writing a blog.  I missed being able to write rambling dumb thoughts to no one.  Helped me get everything out. Plus Sarah and I really liked being able to chat back and forth about workin out and sister stuff.  So I'm doing it different this time.  Im not going to mention my kids real names, IF I even talk about them.  Nor will any pictures be posted of them or any other kids in my family or life. I'm not going to explain my past or where I plan on going.  This blog is...
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