Man, am I in a  good mood.  Despite the fact that my almost ex-husband threatened a friend of mine today....again. Who knows where he pulls things from.... Life perked up.  I went out in service with a very close friend and her kids.  We had a really relaxed day.  It was so nice seeing people from my old hall.  Sometimes I dont realize how much I miss them.  But than, there they are and I want to stay and talk for hours.  I think I also want to stay at the hall because Derek used to never let me go out in service.  When I did go, I had to hide my jeep so that he nor anyone else he knew saw it in the parking lot.  Now that I'm on my own....I parked it in the spot closest to the road.  Beaming and there for the world to see.  Stupid I know, kind of like poking a sleeping bear.  But really people.... I dont have many so I will take my proud moments when I can.  And being out in service is always a proud moment. 
After I went down to Park Point and went for a five mile run.  It killed me.  Im normally fine.  I feel great when I run.  But the last week or two whenever I get out there my calves feel like they are on fire.   And not just a burning that you run through.  Feels like the oxygen is cut off from the bottom part of my legs.  So I was only able to run a mile and a half or so and than would have to walk for a minute before I could start back up.  That always makes me mad.  After-  even though I did go five miles I feel like I did nothing.  Disappointed in me...and seriously dont know what I'm doing wrong with the running.  Haven t changed anything.  Hmmmm.

Got home and helped mom and dad garden and lay down mulch.  It was Hot so they made these Jamaican drinks and mom had island music on in the back round.  I SOOOO wished I was sitting in a suit on a beach somewhere.  Maybe in a tiki hut havin a drink after a rough day of sitting on the beach.   Oh my goodness that sounds so nice.  A friend of mine and I were supposed to go to Costa Rica in March.  It didnt pan out, no biggie, but now I'm itchen to go.  It looks amazing there.  Guess I'll have to save my pennies.  Maybe next year. 
Gonna go shower.  Gross as it is I still havent.  And my hands and arms are stained red from the mulch.  I look like  killed someone.  I didn't though, I promise.  ;-)