Roller skating was hilarious....needless to say I will not be on any champion teams any time soon.   There is also nothing attractive about long flailing arms and legs and lots of butt action on the ground!!!  That didnt sound right did it?
So my last few weeks haven't been super busy.  They were my break for these next few months.  Crazy busy with appointments, field service, jobs to get done, kids to watch, races to be in and regular life in between to live.  I gotta be at Sarahs at 6am to work out before service and after service Lucy has her graduating performance at school.  She is so excited!  Im sure i will cry.  I always do. 
I was pondering alot today.  Had a head filled with everything.  Im so thankful I have the truth in my life.  Arent you all?  Sounds corny to write it but just stop and think about what your life would be like without Jehovah there. And not in the sense of Him always taking care of you physically or materially but you...the person on your insides.  He gives my life so much purpose and contentment.  Complete joy.  Even though that word seems so small for all that it means.  Im praying this divorce stuff gets finished soon.  If it does it will finalize things I need finished before I can start regular pioneering.  I love love auxiliary.  I just want that extra every month.  I want it to solely be my life.  Obviously... with my kids.  They ARE my life.  But I know without pioneering I wont ever be truly happy.  I could manage being single the rest of my life.... I cant manage not pioneering.  Its the direction I need and so truly want.   And no matter what I'm doing i only feel right when I'm out in service as much as I can.  Or mowing the kingdom hall.  That was nice.  But that was because I was at the kingdom hall.  Just being there makes you feel good even if your raking.  :-) 
Ok me rambling again. Dont you sometimes just wish you could speed time up a little bit?  Fast forward it like two or three months in the future?  Or maybe that's just my impatience.   A quality I'm working very hard on.   Ok I gotta get back top finishing my talk for Tuesday.  Happy me.